And a day is just a collection of hours.

*WARNING* Just another journal caused by boredom and lots of thoughts in my head. *WARNING*

 

                Thinking is one of my favourite things to do. Practically, I can call it my “hobby”.

 

I hope I didn’t hurt anybody by this title. I read somewhere an article with the same title (but in Polish). It was long, long time ago... that I don’t even remember where.

 

I’m in very artistic class – musicians, painters, photographers etc. I really enjoyed time I spent with them at school.

Proportions are a little terrifying – 29 girls and 2 guys. Practically 1.5 guys. One is sooo metro sexual, another is that type of people who thinks: “Ave metal & everything what’s not metal is shit”.

Do you know how I feel?!

 

Oh, that sounded very emo...

 

September – probably most hated month in the whole year and everyone knows why. School starts etc. But for me there was another reason I didn’t like it – my geography teacher from gimnazjum died. I was in mega shock.

“She was only 40 years old...!” that’s what I thought.

She died on cancer.

 

Btw of teachers, I have REALLY AWESOME teacher in my new school.  He teaches ethics and runs philosophical classes. When  I first saw him I was like “OMG Serj Tankian, Kurt Cobain and Bob Marley have a baby...”

Don’t laugh, please.  

 

Boredom. Boredom. Boredom. Boredom. Boredom.

 

It’s killing meeeeeh. And school too (my maths teacher).

This journal probably makes no sense. If you read it, YOU ROCK.

 

:)

 

 

Hello :)

As some of you know - my computer is dead. Today I'm coming back home and I have to wait until it will be back alive. I have no idea how long would it take. Sooo... I won't be online. Don't know for how long but I think that in september I'll be back ;)

 

See you soon

xox

by Iska.

 

1) How are you at the moment?

Sleepy...

2) Why?

Because I just woke up.

3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.

Here are a lot cool people and it would be hard to choose only five.

4) Do you like yourself?

Only my character.

5) What do you like to do in your free time?

Sleep, play with my cats, take photos, buzznet, read books.

6) Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to [right now, from that place, are you confident enough not in future]?

Not really.

7) Do you think fighting make any sense?

No, I am pacifist.

8) Was last question clever?

I think it was.

9) Which places you'd like to visit?

Canada, Australia, UK, Norway, Iceland, Finland, Denmark, France, Spain, Africa, Japan, Germany, South America.

10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?

I will not. I am special.

11) What's your mobile phone?

Siemens C60

12) Would you like to have (new) one?

No, I hate mobile phones. I have that one because my mom makes me.

13) Do you like to smile?

Sometimes.

14) write poems?

I used to.

15) eat?

Eeee... yeah...?

16) english?

Yeah.

17) french?

I would love to.

18) slovene?

Not really.

19) polish?

Of course ;)

20) sports?

No.

21) internet?

Hell yeah!

22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?

It depends.

23) Are you nervous or calm person?

Mostly calm, but it's not hard to make me nervous.

24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?

Yes; Make art, not war!

25) What's your favourite line in the song?

My best friend's a butcher, he has sixteen knives, he carries them all over the town, at least he tries; - I listen too much to Interpol.

26) The cuttest thing you've ever heard?

I hear a lot of cute thing but I don't really care about them and I forget them. ;)

27) Do you love your parents?

When I am not at home I do.

28) What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?

Go shopping.

29) Do you often think about death?

I used to.

30) Is this the last question?

Eee... I think it is.

 

I tag anyone who wants to be tagged :) Have a nice day.

My holiday's start wasn't good at all. Actually, is was *removed by request*. I hope your was better. Because of music I didn't kill anybody during the flight an long way before and after it. I want to show you some of albums/artists I listened to since July 6, 4 pm.   1. You are in car with your mother who asks you every 10 minutes if were you nervous (have you ever been nervous about flying? I havent). Radio in car is broken down so music comes only from mp3 player/discman. And everything around annoys you. Incubus - Make Yourself/Light Grenades Positively positive music. Start listening from "Love Hurts" from "Light Grenades" and finnish on "Wish You Were Here" from "Make Yourself". Enjoy Incubus. 2. You are in plane full of noisy people and their noisy children. You are sitting between two old and fat men who didn't brush their teeth and didn't use antiperspirant before the flight. Circa Survive - On Letting Go Frank Turner - Love Song & Ire When I listen to Circa Survive I forget about the world around me so, I think, you know why I listened to it during the flight. The same with Frank Turner. 3. You are in the place you've been flying to. You've called your mom and told her that everything is ok. Air there is so clean that your head aches and you are going to spend over an hour in car driving you to place where you are going to stay for almost 2 months. P. O. D. - Greatest Hits Robyn - Robyn P. O. D.'s hits like "Youth Of The Nation" or "Alive" *my opinion* are the best on headache *my opinion* Robyn... Hmmm... When headache ends listen to her. 4. You've finally arrived to the place you are going to call "home". You are sick and tired of questions a'la "Hows fight?" and your mother's calls. Interpol - Turn On The Bright Lights/Antics/Our Love To Admire If I could I surely would go on thier concert. Songs "Heinrich Maneuver|, "Evil", "C"mere" and "Obstacle 1" will make you feel better. "Roland" may even make you smile.

5. You ate dinner, took a shower and are ready to sleep... but there's a little problem. You have to sleep on sofa. Everything would be ok if you could sleep. Unfortunately, you couldn't.

SOAD - Steal This Album/Hypnotize

"Banana, banana, banana, banana, teracotta, banana, teracotta, teracotta, pie" - almost good as counting sheeps. Almost makes a big difference.

6. It's 7 am. You can't sleep any longer but you are to lazy to move your ass from the bed... I meant, from sofa.

Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk

Wil.I.Am and the rest  are so good for every time and full of positive energy.

7. Youve finally moved your ass from the bed sofa, you ate lunch and you are going to spend some money in shopping centre.

Hey - Unplugged

I've watched that concert on tv, but on album *my opinion'* it sounds better *my opinion*. It's good choice if you have a lot of time and nothing to do.

8. You are back from shopping. Weather is beautiful. You lay on grass and watch clouds.

Maroon 5 - Songs About Jane

Coldplay - Viva La Vida

*my opinion* there's nothing better than laying on grass, watching sky and listening to music *my opinion* Is there?

9. You have to babysit for 5 hours. Noisy kid is sleeping and you are exhausted.

Madonna - True Blue/Something To Remember/Ray Of Light

These are my favourite albums of her. Technically, only ones I do like. "La Isla Bonita" or "Frozen". Enjoy the silence.

10. You are alone at home an want to do something creative but you have no idea what could it be./You are sick of watching "Spongebob" with swedish dubbing, commercials of Guitar Hero - Aerosmith and Powerade and trailers of "Hancock" and "Kung Fu Panda".

Bring Me The Horizon - This Is What The Edge Of Your Seat Was Made For/Cound Your Blessings

It surely will help you to throw away all anger inside you.

 

PS: This probably is the longest journal I've ever written.

 

Misja 27 - Fight the Scene

Today I'm going to Stockholm for almost whole holidays. I hope I'll be on Buzznet but probably not that often as I used to. I'm going to miss you people ;)

See you soon! ^^



PS: Somebody asked me what does "Yuugao" mean, and it means moonflower in Japanese ;)
PPS: I hope that everything on Buzznet will be fixed soon and my friens will be back and I could read bulletins.

 

               That’s pretty hard question to answer, I think…

 
I’m a girl from Poland who loves (black) cats. I’m also selfish, skeptical  and suicidal person.

 
I come from family which tried to bring me up in love to the God and hatred to the enemy. Yes, I was born in very nationalistic and catholic family.

 
I don’t know who I really am in this world. I’m (ab)normal, I know it. But I don’t think there are normal people…

 
I love art, poetry and music. I want to be art historian in future. I know it’s a little utopian dream but why not to try?

 
I’m a crazy pacifist who loves gay and bisexual guys and talks to herself using third person.

 
My sky is green, I love to sleep, I’m honest and self-critical. Sometimes romantic, sometimes materialistic. I say NO to mass media. I don’t have profile on MySpace. I sing during taking a shower, mostly Interpol’s or the Cardigans’ songs.

 
My best friend’s a butcher, he has sixteen knives…

 
I am nobody interesting. I am only touched teenage girl from Poland.

 

 

& hearts

 

 

 

 

 

… I don’t really know what I was wondering about. I was bored.

This is going to be random.

 

Geeez, I’m so bored… I’m looking forward holidays since September, when the school started. Probably, I think the same as bigger part of society. They are waiting just for holidays and… freedom. I don’t know what are their reasons they really want to leave home for that time but my reason is that I’m going to Stockholm.

Omg I love that city, even more than Prague and Cracow.

 

Hehh…

 

Talking about Stockholm, Swedes are quite nice people, although they are nationalists worse than Poles are, they are nice. Sweden is rich country so it’s full of immigrants from Asia, Africa and eastern Europe. And lots of Turks.

 

Turks. There’s nobody who likes them. Europeans don’t because they are Muslims (and they are quite good at football), Armenians because of genocide in 1915, and rest of the world have their own reasons to do not like Turks.

Oh, poor them (Turks) <sarcasm>, I don’t like anything what is fanatic to religion, any religion, Turks are fanatic Muslims.

Turkey is a country where 99,6% of society are Muslims. In Poland there are 91% of Catholics, but that’s caused of 2^nd world war and loooong time after that.

 

Poland. My lovely Poland. I was soooo proud of living here. Now, I don’t feel anything. Living here isn’t as bad as some people say/think it’s worse I think it’s better. Not very much but it is.

I kinda like living here.

 

I’m so happy. School is ending and I’m happy ^^. I won’t see my math teacher anymore. And my physics teacher.

Life is wonderful. <jk>

 

And my mum is going to buy me a new camera.

Ha! Life is really wonderful.

 

 

 

Did anybody read it?

If you did, I’ll buzz all your posts you rock.

 

xoxo

… who the hell is that Tila Tequila. Actress? Vocalist? Model? Play mate?

 

I got interested in her because of Tila’s Hot Spot on Buzznet (so many people from Poland who don’t even know how to say hello in English have had created accounts there and that is quite vexatious).

 

And I asked auntie Wikipedia and uncle Google but they didn’t say me anything interesting about her, only that she is actress (in porn movies),  vocalist (who can’t sing) and play mate (with silicon breasts)…

 

Don’t you think that’s unfair that person who can do nothing well (I mean can’t sing or play) is so popular and loved?

 

 She has her own show on MTV, she was PlayBoy Cyber Girl and she’s good looking.

 

Technically, you need nothing more to be big in Hollywood. You only have to be good looking.

Ohh, that’s sad…

Don’t you think?

 

She’s big on MySpace.

I'm the baddest bitch on the block! – she says about herself. Nothing more, nothing less.

 

I’m looking forward her sex tape. I hope it will  be interesting  because I’ve seen porno with her and it was BORING.

 

I’ve read somewhere that she was having naked sessions when she was 15, moooree naked than Miley Cyrus (that last for me wasn’t naked at all but shhhh).

 

Here you can see some of her photos.

 

Ave nakedness!  

But this is too vulgar and obscene for me. Although I’m such a pervert, I have my limit.

 

 

 

PS: Chyba chodzę do jedynej szkoły w kraju, która nie podała wyników egzaminu… -.-*

I just wondered if there's anyone who's reading 'shout outs' and/or profiles;  I logged in today and I had 12 requests and only one note from person who added me, yesterday I had 8 requests and no notes... Dear mass adders do NOT add me, PLEASE!

PS: napiszcie ktoś do mnie, bo się nudzę :P
gg 12715507

And I want to name it. I still don't know if it's a girl or a boy x)

Cindy [cndy1196] ideas are: Lily - for girl and Gugy - for boy.

If you have any ideas tell me :)

Ok, now something different but still about cats ^^'
I have joined a group called NEEDZ MOAR FUNNEH KITTEH
and I wanted to post something there ;)

this one is hilarious...


and this


and this


and my favs ^^




and one super cuteee


PS: cats rock! ^^ xD

... changing buzznet name. i'm quite sick of my so i want to change it... hmmm... what do you think??? im thinking to changing it to 'yuugao'. what do you think about this one?

please tell me ^^

<3<3

jezusicku, ja to mam [...] szczęście -.-

najpierw rano, jak już byłam w połowie drogi do szkoły, przypomniało mi się, że zapomniałam legitymacji...

jak już dotarłam do szkoły, cała mokra z obtartymi stopami, wylosowałam sobie miejsce w pierwszym rzędzie naprzeciwko komisji =.=

przesrane...

potem na pierwszym pytaniu otwartym wypisał mi się długopis... i nie wiedziałam czemu służyły zdrobnienia w wierszu Baczyńskiego... a w charakterystyce to by było spoko, gdybym nie zapomniałą napisać jak 'Zośka' wygladał...

<lmao>

heh, ale prawdziwa masakra będzie jutro ToT

humor mam już zepsuty do końca tygodnia ~,~

buuu, nic mnie nie śmieszy...

nawet Garfield:

________________________________________________________________________________________

a jak wam poszło?

hello ^.^

heh, i dont know what to start with ~,^

hmmm....*thinks*

oh yeah, now i know ^.^"

ive removed some people from my friends. if you are removed but you want to be still friend with me, write me why and then ill add you.

and please do NOT add me as a friend if you want talk to me.

i think thats all ^_^

thank you for reading <if theres anyone who had read this journal> xD

&hearts

 

hello everyone ^^

i think youve already read the reason im writing this journal :3

im quite perverted and im fan of yaoi, yuri etc.... ^^" and ive heard that 'strawberry panic' is a yuri anime, but i cant find anywhere it :(((

if enyone of you, my lovely friends, is also fan of that or you know where can i find it tell me, please ^^"

LoVE & kiSSeS

xxx

The challenge:  List 12 songs that cheer you up.

The rules:  Tag 10 people...then those people should tag 8 more after that.

 

That's quite hard for me because I've got so many songs that cheer me up :P

 

Now songs ^^

1) Gay bar - Electric Six

2) Rape me - Nirvana

3) Haczyk - Akurat

4) Bounce - SOAD

5) Lemon tree - Foll's Garden

6) Frozen - Madonna

7) Red flag - Billy Talent 

8) Time to dance - P!atd

9) My man is a mean man - Stefanie Heinzmann

10) Rehab - Amy Winehouse

11) Kusche song - Schnuffel :DD

12) Boten Anna - Basshunter :D

 

Schnuffel rlz! :D

I think you know I hate am not big fan of Valentine's Day, Christmas etc. And I think it's created to make some people [singles] feel like shit quite bad, but I try to don't think about it.

I'm writing this journal *thinks* to wish you great happy Valentines Day. I hope you have somebody you really love and you are going to spent this day with that person. I think that's all I want to say/write to you.

 

 

LoVE & kiSSes

xxx

^{I;'ve stolen it from cndy1196 ^^”}

 

^{put ur mp3 on shuffle.}

^{do questions. lulz.}

 

^{If someone says "is this okay?" you say...}

^{Surrender - Billy Talent [lol]}

^{How would you describe yourself?}

^{Buddha for Mary - 30 Seconds to Mars [hahaha I rock:D]}

<sup>What do you like in a guy/girl?

Cigaro - System of a Down [oh nooo]</sup>

<sup>How do you feel today?

In Between - Linkin Park [hmm, not really :P]</sup>

<sup>What is your life's purpose?

The Mission - 30 Seconds to Mars [hell yeah XD]</sup>

^{What is your motto?}

^{The Difference Between Medicine And Poison Is In The Dose - Cica Survive [niiice ^.^']}

^{What do your friends think of you?}

^{Petrified - Fort Minor [I dont think so :)]}

^{What do you think of your parents?}

^{No More Sorrow - Linkin Park [hahaha XD]}

^{What do you think about very often?}

^{Sad Statue - SoaD [ maybe sometimes  :))]}

^{What is 2 + 2?}

Slow Cheetah - Red Hot Chilly Peppers [XDD]

What do you think of your best friend?

Snow - RHCP [oh noo]

What do you think of the person you like?

The Little Thing Given Away - Linkin Park [hmmm....]

What is your life story?

Welcome to the Universe - 30STM [ :D]

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Vicinity of Oscenity - SoaD [not really :D]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?

All Apologies - Nirvana [XD]

What will you dance to at your wedding?

Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! at the Disco [why not? :)]

What will they play at your funeral?

Get Me Gone - Fort Minor [exactly :D]

What is your hobby/interest?

Torture Me - RHCP [hmmm... I'm not saddist/masochist ;D]

^{What is your biggest fear?}

Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park [hahaha]

What is your biggest secret?

Wet Sand - RHCP [cool ^^]

What do you think of your friends?

Ddevil - SoaD [hell yeah, they are devils! ;D]

What will you post this as?

Suggestions - SoaD [ :)))]

 

 

i think everybody have seen FOB video 'thnks fr th mmrs'. is that Kim Kardashian kissing with Pete?

napisze po polsku, bo tylko polacy to czytają :)

wybaczcie mi moją dosyć długą nieobecność, ale już wracam na buzza^^ dzięki serdeczne za życzonka i życze wam tego samego, troche późno, ale co tam ;)

xxx

ps: szczęśliwego nowego roku!!!! :)

hello, im just writing to thank you for adds, notes & comments. my computer is still broken and im writing from my neighbor comp. and please dont mind if i wont answer your notes, you know i still love you my online friends ^^

xxx